I think this is the point in my life where I became hardened against the world and it's expectations. The dark relationship with my uncle continued un...il I was sixteen, when I began to fight back. I would fight, the beatings would get worse. But when I fought back, I became excited. My pussy started to drip then minute I slid away from him and made him pull me back to him. I kicked him and made my own back arch from the excitement. When he slapped my face in punishment and called me a little. I couldn’t resist. I had to see what Laney was up to.I got my credit card and bought a membership. I logged in and started browsing. There were some uncensored previews now and I finally got to see what Laney denied me and teased me with for three long years.The reveal didn’t disappoint. Laney was as beautiful when naked as I had imagined her to be. Her tits were perfect. According to her bio on the site she was already E cup with long nipples. Although, the nipples looked too long not to be. But the side of the paddle Tina was using to actually hit Quinn was subtly padded. The paddle's bark was much, much worse than its bite. Quinn now understood what Tina had said. This was a show to impress and stoke the crowd. She was a marketing tool for charity. She smiled and cried out "Oooowww!! Ooooh! Mistress! I'll be good!" She winked at Tina to make sure she knew. Tina made a great theatrical "Ha ha!" laugh and brought the paddle down on Quinn's ass again, making another loud slapping. I told her how many times I shagged thinking of her and she laughed. Then we would talk over the phone at night and moan on the phone while she fingered herself and I shagged myself. We two were like rabbits ready to fuck at any given moment.Then we started video chatting on WhatsApp. She would strip for me and I would strip for her. We had sex chat like this. We got a little closer after these things and one day she told me that she wants a child from me. I told her that I can’t marry her.