Tim followed in his boxers while Anita took her time to gives us a show as she got down to her red boy/shorts panties and matching red bra, and looked...elegant as she approached to join us. After some time of laughing and splashing, Anita suggested we turn around and face out from the spa, she whispered to me. "Let the jet of water hit your pussy, it’s a lovely feeling.” We both did, Tim just ignored us, and yes, she was right, it is very stimulating. Anita said “Come on Diane, let’s get. "I could be persuaded" she called over her shoulder and disappeared back to her house. I sat back trying to process what had just happened. Kate had seen me jerk off, Kate had then wanted to jerk off with me, I had cum in front of her and she had climaxed in front of me. I really hoped we would do it again. Lucky for me Kate had enjoyed it as much as I had. A few days later she was climbing through my window once again. I had seen her a few times since that first encounter but we had been with. As I've read in many articles that this shit is as bad as smoking, drinking, or even taking pot. It's addictive and can ruin your life. I'm somewhat inclined to agree with that assumption right now. My mind just doesn't seem to have the answers anymore. Fantasies, realities, truth, lies, I can't seem to get a grip. I often wonder if there are other guys like me? I wondered if other marriages were like mine? What happened to them? Did they succeed? I wish I knew.That's why I'm here at the bar. Still, by the time the meeting is over, the day is almost gone and the Marketer has left because the boss has. If the boss has to go to a meeting offsite, He’s about 30 seconds behind the boss at the door.Another day gone, thank the Lord.He greets the next day with another course of disturbing sounds and odors. He starts his nasty breakfast as soon as he gets in. I’ve heard him tell someone, maybe himself that he eats the fish for sexual stamina.As if any woman would go anywhere near him.