Fir woh Bhawna ko dekh boli: Kuch help chahiye kya?Bhawna: Nahi nahi, tu rahne de main kar lungi bas papa aa jaye chicken leke to fir bana lungi.Neetu...apne phone mein kuch karti hui boli: Are nahi, kahi tumhare bhaaaai ko aysa na lage ki tere sasural mein sirf tere se hi kaam karwate hai, hahaha.Bhala usne ‘bhai’ shabd itni kheech kar kyu boli? Uske baato mein khatre ki boo aa rahi thi.Bhawna: Nahi, use pata hai ki mujhe kitchen ke kaam karna pasand hai. Main to Akash ko bhi mana kar rahi thi.. “Have you ever had any guy/guy experiences in speedos?”Alex’s response was really interesting to me. He said he had never had a gay experience and considers himself str8. It is just that speedos and sex go together for him. Confusingly, Alex said that he enjoys watching gay porn but only if it involves speedos and admits to reading my blog religiously and evening joining this site once a few years ago.Now it was time for me to turn up the heat.“If you ever wanted a guy/guy speedo experience. "I'm not an idiot. There's no way I would keep something like that at my place." If I had said yes, she could have tried to set me up. Again, I may have been a little more cautious than I needed, buy this was still risky for me. It was definitely going to be worth it though.I dismissed her and reminded her of the time. I told her I didn't care how, but she should make her parents realize she wasn't coming home tonight. She just smiled and said, "ok," before walking out of class and leaving me. * Raphael and I had been friends since junior high. I had always had a bit of a crush on him, ok it was more than a bit of a crush, but we’d never attempted to have a relationship. He was my best friend. We talked about everything and I never had to worry about him judging me or not liking things I did. I trusted him with my heart and soul and would have given him anything and everything he asked for. Though we had spent tons of time together, alone and around others, we had never done anything.