”Penny stood up and as I stood up too, she jokingly said, “Well this is the living room,” as she smiled and waved her hand. I said, “This is ...eally nice.” It was an open floor plan and as she moved over to the kitchen area, she smiled and presented it with another wave. Penny giggled and as she took my hand, she looked at me and led me down a short hallway. I was taken aback as she pointed out a small bedroom that was decorated nicely, and as we stepped inside the bedroom, she explained that. Most of you guys on this floor have some equilibrium problems. So I take a shower with you if you seem too unsteady in my judgment. It’s only logical that if I’m in there with you it’s the only way I can help with your balance.”“That’s the way it seems to me, too,” I agreed with a smile. I actually do have equilibrium problems (I walk with a cane), so I got painfully to my feet and she followed me to the shower my room held. My post-surgery ‘panties’ and the non-skid socks discarded, I waited. Startled, she blushed slightly and turned her head away as if to hide she had been staring at me. Realizing what she was doing, she looked at me again and tried an awkward smile. I knew she was just trying to be friendly but I was at the point of bursting out into tears and apologizing for being such a stupid kid, the latter point being the less embarrassing one.I swallowed again, put the pen down and, hardly succeeding in suppressing my sobs, said, “I can't do this anymore. You said you wanted. She said I want to to pretend not to be here so when Fen walks in I want you sitting there wanking that cock of yours so she gets a shock, so Saturday comes my wife says go and get ready I want that monster cock rock hard, I hear the knock and watching the home movie we made started wanking I hear the door open Fen walks in Oh sorry she says didn't know you were here I'm sorry didn't know you were coming I went to put my cock away and Fen don't do that that thing makes me so wet I want to watch.