She finished pouring and stood up. I tore my eyes away from her beautiful round breast and found her looking straight at me. I knew that if I tried to...speak it would come out all hoarse and raspy so all I could do was motion towards her exposed tit."Cecilia looked down and giggled. " Now how did you get out of there?" she said jokingly. "Nothing you haven't seen before right?" Cecilia said."Dad, I am going to go change, I will be right back OK?" she said with a sweet smile. "Thank gawd." I. I almost got pissed at Zack when he turned his music up loud and it woke Kim up. She told him to turn the back speakers off. She apologized to me for falling against me. I told her she could do that anytime. Sharon turned in her seat and told Kim that she liked me a lot more than that Alan guy she went out with last week. ‘He was so arrogant and stuck on himself. I don’t know why you didn’t tell him to get lost,’ said Sharon. ‘That’s enough, Sharon,’ said Kim. ‘I don’t think Jim cares to hear. "Instead of fingering me, you should be eating this too! It's delicious!" she said, but tilted her pelvis into his cupping left hand.He dipped a finger inside her as he leaned forward. "Feed me," he instructed, his face over her shoulder as he kissed her neck.She took a steadying breath at his insertion, then held out a fork full of salmon to his lips. Opening them and taking the mouthful he announced, "Mmmm, not bad! Eat, you'll need your strength!" he added knowingly.She twisted to kiss his. Who was this woman? Why was she in his house. What had happened to Mum? He sat down on the doorstep and began to cry himself. Her grief did not mingle with his fearful self-pity, they remained separate, dissociated. Two people weeping out their misery in solitude, side by side. She slowly regained some composure, and brought him into the kitchen. She poured him a cup of milk, and put butter and marmite on two slices of bread. He ate and drank ravenously. The cup of tea she had poured five.