"My head was spinning, I wanted to climax, was he thinking of intercourse? I can't do that.I moaned "I can't, we can't"Jason purred "I love you Kim, I...want to give you pleasure, I want to show you how much I love you, you want to don't you?"Jason stood up taking my hand he pulled me up on my shaky legs. He held me kissing me again; breaking the kiss he asked, "You know I love you don't you Kim?"I looked up at him and said "Yes, yes, but I'm a virgin, I can't, we can't."Kissing me I felt his. On top of everything else that had happened, this seemed like more than she could cope with. She'd been back and forth, between our bedroom and the living room, trying not to let me see her crying.I sat there in my living room trying to keep everything I needed to know positioned in the forefront of my conscious mind. I was out of work, broke, and having to constantly see my wife, who I loved, crying her eyes out in hopeless despair.Oh, and my medication, the cost of which was being covered. Lambert said she would be back in a few minutes from the back room, she had some things she wanted to grab that would go either way. Dani informed Stacy of the conversation from Ms. Stanton’s side of the call, and wanted to know what would be best for the two of them before any decisions were made. Stacy said to her, the company wants you to look good, so we go full outfits, and we can talk about it more at home when we have time to weight the pros and cons of the whole thing. Dani agreed, and. The last movie started and we all just watched it with out saying anything to each other. I looked up into the rear view mirror and I saw that Kim had fallen fast asleep leaning against John. My eyes found John in the rear view mirror as well but he was not asleep nor was he watching the movie his eyes were on me. I turned around and John was looking right at me. I could not help but smile at him. John ran his hand to the cheek of my face brushing my hair back and with a big smile as he.