But Kate was her sister and despite the terrible hurt she had inflicted, Nicole recognised that she needed to forgive her. She couldn't hate her forev...r. Nor did she want to."Where's Kate?" She's back at the flat. She wanted to come, but I thought it was better that I saw you alone first. Will you see her?"Nicole turned away and stared out of the window again. Gulls wheeled and soared high in the sky. They were so free, she thought wistfully. How she wished she could fly away like they did.. He could see that the room was bare but for a white plastic bucket on the floor. Maybe her roof was leaking and she had moved elsewhere. Was she in her bedroom?He had to repress a desire to ring the bell and wait for her to answer. Intellectually, he knew that that would be the wrong thing to do. She had put her house key in his hand, because a callous man with a hunger for raw meat wouldn’t stand on niceties. He stuck the key in the lock, pulled the bolt, and walked in as though he owned the. “Zach’s been coming on to me.” she confessed and she couldn’t look me in the eye. It was better that way because I knew mine gleamed with rising lust at her words. I waited impatiently for her to continue. “Today he…he caught me in the laundry room and…” she broke off and worried her lip with her teeth. I loved when she did that. It always made me want to nibble on them myself. “And?” I prompted and my voice was husky with desire. “And he gave me an orgasm.” she whispered distraught. “I. You raised yourself and my family chose to have me raised at boarding schools. I am so confused. I want you but I'm afraid of who you are."Our pizza came and I ordered another beer for April and coke for myself. The pizza was too hot to eat yet so I took April's hand and held it. "April, I am not looking for a girlfriend or a wife at this point in my life. I am young but I know what I want in life and the steps it will take me to get there. I think you are pretty but also you are athletic,.