I wanted to give him some idea of why I had them.He said he understood, and repeated his suggestion to start over. "Sometimes when I write a letter, I...just start off on the wrong foot. Start over, baby. Just tell me what's going on in your head."Maybe he was right. Later after we'd washed up the dishes, I sat back down in front of the damned computer. I moved the mouse and the screensaver flickered away. The opening paragraph stared back at me from the screen. For about the twentieth time, I. She laughed and said, "Well I was goin to say thank you, but I can see you're already pleased." "Oh I am Amy, where did you learn to suck such a good cock?" "Well.. he told me not to tell anyone, but my dad and I sometimes do that.. But DON'T tell him!" "Really?" I asked rhetorically, "does he ever record these events?" I went to his room and found a slightly open drawer, I opend it to find a dvd labled, "Amy and I" "wow" I though to myself, what a great guy.. "I'll watch this later, heh" I. We had a big cook out with plenty of food and booze. One thing she did make was different flavors of jello mixed with similar flavors of vodka called jello shots. I had never had jello shots before, so I really didn’t pay any attention to what the possible results might be. Tina kept feeding me those damn shots all night long and I proceeded to get hammered. Somehow later at night I did manage to swallow a blue pill.After all the guest had left, we succeeded in having sex in every room of her. Both Susan and Rosemary were there to welcome her, to carry her bags into the flat, to show her up to Rosemary’s room, which had been tidied up for, and to shower her with tea and cookies. Despite her feelings of guilt of leaving Tanya unannounced in this way, she felt a degree of elation at being free from her that was almost frightening. Susan and Rosemary took Maisie out for a night out in the city, which included a night club playing just the sounds that she was enjoying so much these days:.