I had lost much of my hope, but not all of it, and that was the real reason possibly. I'd come to expect something, but I didn't know what, only ... S...mething, to take me by the hand and guide me. This strange thunder out of a clear autumn morning could be it, as much as it could be anything else, and my spirits were desperate to rally to that cause. I was afraid though, for precisely those reasons, and I had no desire to suffer another frustrating disappointment.So I held my heart in check and. This was the first time I just sat back and watched the two of them interact. They began working their way closer to each other and started touching, rubbing on each other in a very casual way. It wasn’t long after that when they started kissing. I remember the first time I saw my wife kiss another man, it wasn’t something I was sure I was ready for but I quickly learned how erotic that was for me to witness but that is another story in itself. I remember how she leaned into Scott so willingly.. Dad kept glancing over and fidgeting, and man, I could see he had a nice package growing. I asked him if he was okay. Finally he said, Baby, I dont think you want to know what affect you are having on me right now. Dad, I think you need to show me. I said reaching across and cupping his package. I began undoing his zipper as he looked on. He raised his butt and I helped shimmy the jeans down his leg. The truck rumbled on quietly as the snow came down outside. It did go through my mind how. "Really, baby, you will?" Dee said at the same time, rushing over to the bed."Yes, I love you with all my heart."Tay replied."NO! You can't marry her, she killed your child, she is nothing but trash. HOW DARE YOU?!?!" The nurse exclaimed as she rushed toward Dee and started attacking him.Quickly he restrained her and stared at Taylor. Tay was pushing the call button on her bed, as soon as someone responded she announced that they needed security in the room as soon as possible. She glanced at.