I had a vision of the two of them intertwined in Coach Jackson's bed spending this afternoon fucking and sucking. I suspected that Paula had her dildo...tucked securely in her large straw handbag, along with several other toys she had not tried on Ester yet. I was sorry I was not invited to join them. Unlike mother, Paula was unwilling to share her conquests, at least not until she was ready to move on to someone else."So where are you ladies off to today?" I asked Carla. We had all managed to. She answered. Just you or do you want a 3some with your boyfriend/husband? Just me She jumped in the car and asked what I wanted. I explained to her what I wanted. She listened while I explained. Cool! I drove her back to my apartment. As soon as we got in, my hand went under herskirt and rubbed the outside of her panties with my fingers, pressing the panties inside her cunt. I led her over to my bed and made her sit on top of me so I could tongue her pussy clad pussy. I soon had her wetting. The next morning after dropping my daughter off at school I went home and had a shower and once clean and dried I put my gown on and went downstairs and made myself breakfast. After breakfast I went through a few emails while waiting for Frans to arrive. At 11h30 he message me saying" hey sexy babe see you in a few just left now. Already hard and dying for you."I became instantly wet and horny as I replied saying awesome see you soon. And 15 mins later the doorbell rang and I went to open up. .. I don't even know why I'm writing it as if I'm talking but whatever... I don't feel confortable in relationships.I love how my friends like me and worry about me, I love my parents, but the mere thought of having someone actually love me to the point of wanting to be WITH me gets me... anxious. I've had two girlfriends before, sooo let's talk about that.My first girlfriend's name was Eva. She was sweet, she was beautiful... had these amber eyes and black hair... She would always stick around.