.Jochen?" tastete ich mich vorsichtig heran."Der Name klingt mir etwas zu Deutsch f?r diesen Ort", antwortete dasM?dchen frech. "Nenn mich von jetzt a... lieber Angela. Angela Hope."Tja, und nur wenige Sekunden sp?ter ber?hrten sich unsere Lippen zumersten Mal. Seit diesem Tag sind Jo....ich meine Angela und ichunzertrennlich. Wieder in Bern angekommen haben wir uns eine neue,gemeinsame Wohnung genommen. Wenn ich mit meinem neu gew?hlten Beruf alsSchriftsteller so weitermache, k?nnen wir uns. As we were walking, i had to hold her up cause she was out of it, these three black guys were walking by and one of them just lifted up her skirt an grabbed her ass, she diddnt even flinch as he stuck his finger in her ass. i just stood there drunk as hell as they took her from my arms and told me that they were going to have a little fun with this white little slut. I just followed these big black guys as they carried my wife to there room. when we entered they threw her on there bed, riped. Most of the kidsI talked to were cool with me being transgender." What's that about trouble with gym?" Dad said.I hesitated, not wanting to talk about my sore breasts in front of Caleband Dad, but then I decided it might actually help. "I didn't have theright gym clothes," I explained. "Coach Wilcox let me get some stuff outof the lost and found, but it didn't fit right; the sports bra was tooloose, so I didn't have the right support for running, and the shorts weretoo tight." As I'd. Cherie had a large life insurance policy to which I was beneficiary. I had money to live on for a few years and maybe longer if I became a complete recluse. Time would tell. I loaded my car with the few things I still owned and watched my life disappear in the rear view mirror. I destroyed my iPhone, cancelled all my online social media accounts, and saved only a few pictures with special meaning. I bought one of those disposable phones and gave the number to no one. I was a free spirit.