Tom handed me a list and at the bottom and estimated value. It was in the six-figure range. My head snapped up and looked Tom in the eye."Everybody ou..., David and I need to talk," Tom ordered.I could tell that Kendal had been crying but right now, I didn't want to deal with that.When the door closed Tom started, "I think of you as a son. What Kendal did was huge mistake. I haven't decided if I am going to terminate her or not, but she wasn't the only one. All I can say is I am sorry. I have. Paul kissed me, wanked me and encouraged both Alex and myself whilst we had this wild ride.Anyway, this all serves to show we were enjoying all aspects of gay sex, except up until this point we had always used condoms never had we done it bareback.The next time I met Paul we showered together and fell into each other's arms kissing and hugging and I felt very emotional. The sex was very caring and slow this afternoon and we both worked at long slow arousal talking and whispering sweet nothings. Using a pill cutter I cut the red pill and put half in a small piece of tissue to take with me in case I needed it later and placed the other half beside my purse to take just before leaving. I continually assessed myself at each stage of preparedness. During the process I had drank one full glass of wine and was almost finished the second as I stood before the full length mirror that was on the back of our bedroom door. Just so that you know, my usual limit for drinking is two glasses of. She did like oral sex, she said, both giving it and receiving it; it was something she loved to do, she said. And that her favorite position is cowgirl.Then the guy asked her if she'd pull the halter down just a bit and she shot right back with, "Oh, I thought you'd ask me to take it off," so he said, "Would you?" and off it came.Well, I hadn't see Jenn's breasts since they became breasts, not since they began to bud out from her chest. They were certainly far more than buds now, I'd guess.