It all sounded so glorious, so brave before it all started." Well," Jesse said, "I'd imagine that by now, you've discovered the falsity of those notio...s!" Oh indeed I have, Jesse," she answered.Jesse continued, "War most decidedly is hell, as the folks in Sherman's path have also no doubt discovered by now. I fought a lot of places with Joe Johnston's Army, but the last was right here in the defense of Savannah. It's where I lost my leg and nearly died." Oh, you poor, poor boy, you," whispered. I became her cousin Jaye from out of state and was a very popular "girl", all the boys did not know the truth and I really don't think it mattered to them just as long as they got their cocks sucked. There was one day in particular when my sister and I were having a few drinks and our inhabitions were lowered dramatically when she said that she wanted to get my "cherry" and that it was time for me to enter womanhood. I agreed very quickly and both of us went into her bedroom and she told me to. "Oh, Greg, that's wonderful. Does that mean we can move somewhere else?"He answered her question quickly then started talking about all the opportunity that was in store for them. He talked all through dinner about the raise in salary and prestige and all the benefits they would receive in the coming months.He was still talking as he helped her clear the table and pulled a coin from his pocket once they were in the kitchen. "Heads you wash," he said, and tails I do."Janet watched the coin flip. Fuck it, after a month of no contact I decided if it wasreally all over. If it was over I was going to file for divorce. Irefused to live like this and let her control my life. I made anappointment with the lawyer for after work and went in and signed thepapers I was not seeking or taking anything, all I planned to take wasmy car and the 996. I was giving her the house and all of the furniture.We kept separate bank accounts and hers was a lot healthier than mine,because I paid all the major.