Jason, wouldn't leave us, would he? No, he was excited about our baby I know it. I don't know anymore. I have to go diary.10/8/1980Dear Diary, Jason l...ft me and our baby last month. I received a letter 2 weeks ago, he said he wasn't ready for a family. I feel so bad, but I can't give up now. My baby is keeping me strong. I have to be strong for my baby. He or she needs me. I've been working longer hours, to make enough money to pay the rent and bills.12/13/1980Dear Diary, I'm in the hospital, I. “I don’t want to attempt to perform after that. I’m speechless, I wouldn’t change a thing, and it was perfect.” “Then don’t.” “Ok.” “I want you.” Louie repeated what she had just said in his mind, twice. Though he would never admit it, he had fantasized about Lily since the first time he saw her at the E. She was busy running around, giving orders, but he couldn’t help but notice how she wiggled her butt ever so slightly when she was being pressured. He pictured her naked, he wondered how. . I told him that I'll show him how its done inspite of protest. I told him to pin down Shalu face down, which he did.. I then went to her rear & spit several times on her asshole to soften it up. Soon I was prodding 2 of my fingers into her ass while rubbing hard her cilt with my other hand...soon I placed my dick on the entrance of her asshole & started pushing it in...she screamed in pain & tried to push me off.... I told Vikram (her husband) to help us pin her down & prevent her from moving. I controlled. Days passed and I decided to use her for massaging services. I started wearing blouse and petticoat whenever she and I were alone in house. By now she was pretty comfortable seeing my exposed breasts every now and then. So far I hadn’t taken her to the bathroom on pretext of taking bath or anything like that, butI surely always fantasized doing that trick to her some day. One day I asked her to give me a massage as recommended by the doctor. I lay on the bed and asked her to apply.