I certainly hated myself the last time. But if I allowed myself the freedom to enjoy the experience, would I hate myself? What actual harm would be do...e except humiliation, if I allowed myself to enjoy that wouldn?t there be no harm at all? What other consequence might there be? He wouldn?t respect me any more? I guess that was possible but that didn?t seem to matter, he felt superior anyway and he certainly enjoyed the experience the last time. I could not make sense of this question so I. Marjorie was quite proud of herself. “No, no, no…not there”, Marjorie heard over the low buzz of the ladies. “Put the banner where we can see it”, continued the deep voice Marjorie recognized as Yolanda’s. “Hey..there you are”, Marjorie said with excitement.“Yep…been here awhile”, answered Yolanda, giving Marjorie a kiss on both cheeks. “Luckily for you, lady, because nobody would have seen you banner”, she continued.“Oh thank you for coming”, gushed Marjorie as she hugged her friend, taking in. With no one to look after these old buildings, they just fell into disuse and rapidly became overgrown. All the windows were cracked and the concrete had weathered and broken apart in places. Nature finds a way, as one famous person once said.There were a few people around the place; most of them staring intently at the dusty black four-by-four vehicle that she had parked in the road. She looked over her shoulder to confirm that all was as it should be before entering the foyer.Jenny headed up. I moved to cover them again, but daddy stopped me.“No, baby, don’t cover your tits. They’re wonderful to look at.”“Why yesterday, daddy?” I had to know.“Oh, I’ve been getting requests for you for a couple of years, but I wanted you to be legal and lose your virginity on your own terms first. Then when your mom said she’d found semen stains a couple of weeks ago I realised that I just had to wait for the first available opportunity for your mom to be out of town.”“Is that why you and not mom.