She felt real though, she even wore that perfume I'd bought her, the one she said she liked, but the dick head didn't.Wait a minute though, mum and da... had been at her funeral and that didn't make any kind of sense at all, they'd been dead for over four years!A little Asian chap was leaning over me placing a stethoscope on my chest."Danny, how do you feel?" I'm not dead am I?"He laughed and shook his head."No Danny, you're not dead." You're not dead either, are you sweet Jen?" No bruv." the. She was so good already and quite strong for the death grip she had on my finger. She was so small, but she had this radiance about her, that made her shine, and her little smile just lit her up even more. She had a little tuft of hair on her head, golden brown, her eyes pierced your soul, as if she could see you and all that you were, and her nose was so dainty, with just the slightest lift to it. I couldn’t stop looking at her, she was everything I wanted and more, she was the perfect mix of. That’s a story for another time.She was a small, skinny little thing. Yes, she was small but also super slutty, and I liked that. We talked for a bit. As I got the list of participants, she leaned over my shoulder and looked at the sheet of names. I felt an electric shock running through my body. The whole event ran by in a blur. Then after the show, they asked me to present something, so I did. Everyone loved it, and people took pictures afterwards. She came up to me as everyone was leaving. Just as I reached the truck, I heard someone call my name, I turned my head and instantly had a sickening feeling, there stood Nicky a semi-retarded k** whom the store had hired a couple of weeks earlier to help in the back of house folding boxes and doing prep. Then I realized I had promised to take him back to his place after work, he was fresh outta “High School” or what ever they called the Special Ed department. I looked at him and told him to get in the truck, when we settled in, I asked.