It was Nan Moravia doing the definitive version of "Love is Pain."You touched my soulIt brought me blissMy tears beganWith your soft kissExquisite tas...e in music. Fine equipment, too. The clear "milky" tones of an old-fashioned tube-type MacIntosh amp and full-size Acoustic Research AR-3A speakers did the song justice. Might even put to shame the 300 watt per channel SWTP "Supertiger" system I had been planning to put together. All of it, the choice of music and the hardware, even the ambience,. " Mommy picks me up and I feel myself laying down on the littlechanging table like a baby. I still cry softly trying to figure out howthis all happen to me. Maybe I will get all my hair buzzed off so I cango back to being a boy."Lift your little bottom sweetie so mommy can wipe all that icky pee offyou." I do as I am told and I feel the cold diaper wipes cleaning me. Idon't stop crying at all and don't realize she is putting baby oil andbaby powder all over my private's place. I guess it isn't. "And he woke up and said, 'Wow. You're the first people to come visit me.'"And I said, Where are your parents?"And he said, 'They don't care about me.'"Brandon's a family man. He loves the people around him maybe more than he loves himself. I didn't know that at the time, but I think maybe I understood it, subconsciously. Because from then on, I was his friend. I just... Couldn't leave him like that. Not being swallowed by that hospital bed in a room smelling of rubbing alcohol. No one. He knew she had just creamed herself, but even that didn’t make him any happier regarding her. He walked up the steps, opening the door into his large three-story house. When he got inside, he walked straight into his father’s office. His father was stunned. Conner had never been so brash as to interrupt a phone call before.That little prick, what the fuck happened to him? He’s ripped, and taller too! It’s like puberty hit him in twenty minutes and then left… fucking up my work just cause he’s.