. maybe with aside of butter, but I'll still love you," she pleads. Her joke just tookall of the air from my sails, and if I don't ever want to regre... having achance to experience this I'll regret it for a while. I sit back down onthe couch and lean back looking up at the ceiling defeated."I guess if you're gonna do it, then I can't stop you beings that youalready have the stuff. We can do this just this once, but only alittle. I'm not saying that I like this, but if it'll make you. Although I hadn't dealt with the company personally, my sales manager had told me that they were expanding and doing very well. Gaz didn't seem to fit the image I had of the company. He seemed rather a colourful character, a wide boy if you like.All Wendy said was, "What about the parent?"I noticed she wouldn't even call her mother mum or mother now. I gave her the gist of my talk with Gaz and she said "OK, I'll come. After all, another pair of eyes and ears may come in useful and a trip to see. I took a bath, reveling in the hot water as it pulled the aches from the muscles in my legs and loosened my back. Jen was sitting up, reading her Kindle as I approached the bed. She was holding it too close and it wasn’t the first time that I thought she might need to see an optometrist. Studiously ignoring me, she concentrated on her reading.It broke my heart to see how upset she was. I’m not an idiot. I know how it sounds, so I stopped talking to people about it, even family, but Jen and I. Dinner was understandably quiet but somewhat more relaxed as my parents shared their work on the stone tablets and trying to release their centuries-old secrets. After dinner, I took a hot shower and went to bed although sleep came fretfully slow.The next morning after breakfast, Hasan and I hooked up as usual for our day out. He asked me what I wanted to do and I said that I'd like to talk a bit about some things and he said okay.We went to our knee wall and sat in silence as Hasan waiting for.