"Mandy knew her man was gone and she did not want to give him the pleasureof hearing her beg. "No tell Alison to change and come get me. You willbe go...e from my house by the time Allison and I get back."Mandy hated that her man showed her he was nothing but a boy. It crushedher that she gave him her heart and her future just to be rejected. Shewas happy that her loyal sissy was coming for her. She was amazed howstrong their love was. That her Alan could be by her side even when sheneeded more. I couldn't see any way out. Jumpingjust seemed like such a good idea." Please shut up," Martin replied.Suzie went on, "I was a drug addict, living rough. I was attacked a fewtimes and... raped. I was beaten up and cut with a knife. It was bad."Martin looked down at her, frowning."I really want to hear about you. Please won't you tell me?" Suzie asked.What harm could it do, Martin considered. Perhaps she would understand.He stole another look at her.Either jump now, or talk and jump later his. As I was about to sit down, he grabbed my arm and gave me a huge kiss. “ You know I have really missed you Erin,” he said. “ Obviously,” I replied, just before we kissed again. “ I truly never stopped loving you either, Erin. You were - no you are - some kind of woman that fate got in the way of,” he told me. “ Well thank you,” I replied. Then I kissed him again and I sat down. “ So did you ever stop loving me?” he asked. “ Absolutely not,” I replied. Then he finished cooking the food. "You get doneearly, you call me, I'm just down the road." I'll do that," she said and walked inside.-------------------------------------------------------------------------Year 1 A.S. Day 103"At our first session you said you felt terrified. You didn't want tolose yourself and become someone else," Dr. Warren said poising hispencil over his notepad."Do you feel like talking about it again today?" Dr. Warren asked her."I'm thinking we should. The thing I realized about suddenly findingyourself.