It feels to me as if it happened yesterday... One day, back when I had just started as a fresshman in higgh scuool Mark invited me to his house to han... after scuool. We were sitting around in his bedroom playing video games like we usually did. We were talking about school and how boring class was that day. The conversation somehow ended up being about sex and anal sex, talking about how girls can take a dick up their butts. We got so into the topic at one point we put down our controllers and. I should have been worried over it and I would have been if I were really as dumb as I looked. I did have a couple of advantages over them though and I knew it.They were too small an outfit to try something like this and even if they didn't know it I did. People back east had to have meat for the table, or at least they thought they did, and the small stopper the local buyers and railroad section boss had tried to put in the bottle just couldn't hold the pressure.The cattle drive to Ft Worth. What do you call that?" Transvestite," I answered."Same thing," Moose said."Not really," I replied. "Transvestites still like girls, they just also... like wearing girl's clothes." Whatever," said Moose shaking his head with irritation.I should've just shut up."Gabe was a crossdresser," I continued. "He was probably just as straight as you or I, and was in no danger of 'turning queer'. That's all just a myth anyhow. People are born with their sexual orientations. No one learns it." And how the. Around girls, anyway. I'm convinced now that I had any number of offers. I was just too stupid to recognise them.As it happens, the night it all changed couldn't have gone better. I'd been going out with a pretty girl for the previous three months, and had been trying to think of a way to ask her. We had been to the movies with some friends this night, and had a few drinks at one of the guy's apartments afterwards. We weren't drunk or anything, but were feeling nicely relaxed. We left the.