This has never happened to me before. Last night has totally just turned everything on its head for me." She said in her classic speed delivery style....Do you regret last night at all?" Mel asked.Carly shook her head. "No. No I don't." But you would never do anything like that again." No. It felt awesome, I would love to do it again… I mean… yeah but I'm not, you know, a girl-girl type. Am I?" I don't know. Are you?"Even though they were whispering, Carly suddenly felt like everyone one was. I'm so ashamed," she said and continued to cry. Then she slipped to her knees in front of me, placing her hands over her face, sobbing.My heart was being ripped from my chest. I held her shoulders, unsure what to do no. I was just no good when a woman was crying. I repeated for the tenth time, "We'll get through this." I tried to sound confident. I was the man of the house now. But my head was spinning and I was almost shaking. "I can quit college and get a job ... you know, to make some extra. I didn't. I didn't know anything about sex at that age. So he sat me down next to him on the edge of his bed and started explaining. How good it felt and how it was something I could look forward to. And then he said he really wanted to finish what he'd been doing when I interrupted him. I said I could go downstairs and wait but he told me I could watch him if I wanted. I was definitely interested in that and said so.So he stood up and dropped the towel from around his waist.I looked up at him. But seema was busy watching outside the window. I kept my head on seema shoulders and acted as if I m sleeping looking at this seema also kept her head on my head. This was a clear signal that seema is ok with my intensions. I slowly started with my hands on her hands n she was also enjoying. She kept her right hand on my legs and was slowly moving upwards. Without waisting any time I kissed her on her cheek on which she responded with a return kissed. I opend my eyes and gave her a lips.