I have gone to aunt room. She was wearing white apparels. Because in our tradition widow women can’t wear colorful dresses.She is looking like white...beauty. Aunt asked me what was going on yesterday in Manu’s room. I was surprised to hear this question but I know that she had seen us while making fuck session. I said sorry but this will not happen once again. I was pleading her not to tell this matter to my father. She said I will not tell this to your father but this is not safe in village. About an half hour later, here comes my brother with the scout troop filing behind him. I quickly rounded up the farm girls and had 10 horses equipped and ready to go. Brother had already dealt with his own horse, and they all rode out to the trails. I had not noticed that my brother picked up one of the new trail maps from under my private desk.Kelly is not an experienced rider, but able do pretty well negotiating the rough new trails, referring to the map frequently to not miss the sites I. ‘Yeah it’s me, Matty and Brent are here as well. They wanted to make sure you’re still on the mend.’ Brad called from near the front door where he was removing his work boots. ‘Hey ‘Tanaya!’ Matty called enthusiastically. ‘Hey yourself Matty,’ ‘Tanaya called back. She heard footsteps coming down the hallway and sat up so she could see whom it was. ‘Have a good day?’ Brad asked lightly as he came into the room. He put his lunch esky down on the floor and came over to give her a soft lingering. Helen seemed to grow right into motherhood. I'm not saying that is was a bad thing but I missed a lot of the spontaneous sex. Helen told me we could have sex, but needed to plan it around our family.I knew she was right but I guess I didn't want to grow up. I wanted to live life to the fullest. At least in the sexual department. I fantasized a lot and often wondered about how other men coped.Most people thought we had a happy marriage. I guess it was good comparing it to other people we knew. I.