Which meant that in turn, no one from the distant balconies could really see me. And I could see that the balconies close by were empty. More than hal... the apartments in the building were locked anyway. The street, as I mentioned had no streetlights on it yet, so it was quite dark with no moon out.It was also very unlikely that someone in a passing car would be able to see me 6 floors up, and even if they could, pick me out from dozens of balconies. So I had been silly running inside at the. That’s all. I think you are very pretty and I really enjoy being with you.” I said sincerelyKim looked up, but did not look totally convinced.“Really, you’re fun to be around. You just caught me by surprise. You know what a bitch Rachel can be. I guess I’m still on guard.” I continued. “Can we go finish our dance? I’d really like that.” I said and then added with a little mirth “I didn’t get a chance to grab your ass.”That got a grin from her. Kim had actually done that to me at my wedding. His face was beet red and I could see a film of perspiration on his forehead."It's too late tonight. What time do you want to get off, I mean when are you off work tomorrow?" I all but moaned."Nine," he choked out, even redder-faced than a second ago."Perfect," I cooed, then handed him my number."Call me tomorrow. Nine o'clock tomorrow night sounds even more delicious than gelato and wine."I didn't even wait for my receipt before walking out to my car.**I rolled out of bed before 6:30. I had. . say ... drive to alounge bar dressed as a woman, flirt with a few men there, dance withone or two, and practice the power I envied in women. Build my feminineself-confidence. Get accustomed. Persuade myself that my femininitywas not privileged but authentic. I was far too afraid of exposure.And frankly, quite turned off by the idea of appealing to men Itwasn't men I desired, not at all. It was women, and womanhood, and thethings I love about women -- nearly everything! As a man I.