.. She could take care of herself – that much was obvious. Honestly, he pitied any stupid noble who thought she’d be an easy way to get at him; Le...iana would eat an old hag like Esmerelle for breakfast. In her sleep. That wouldn’t save her from the terrible things that would happen to her reputation, though, and yet ... the idea of walking away from her, when he’d only just managed to even approach her ... He couldn’t. He wouldn’t, not unless things got too dangerous. He’d keep things discreet,. .. ?”“I can’t see what good it can do. I think he wants to stop the divorce at all costs, to come and beg me to go back. I can’t and won’t go back to that life. You know that this is the first time in our married life that I have really relaxed? Felt fully alive? I feel free. I never realised how constantly on edge I was in case Peter suspected me of something. Always worried he would be angry and accusatory. No, John, I can’t go back to that.”“But what if he’s really changed?” John asked.. So I said lets quickly finish dinner and see what to do next. Mind you! Both of us weren’t serious. We were all jokingly making conversations and talking like regular college boys of our age would do – with sexual undertones, something which is quite normal. So yeah dinner was good and then post dinner we hung around with other hostellers near the mess for quite some time. Then we decided to go to his room. How we went, who initiated the move I really don’t remember. So yeah, doing a little. I feared that I was not going to survive the out come and if I did I knew I would no longer be the same. After a while I could tell if I had been sodomized by the same penis, some were extra large and others were just large enough for me not to be discomforted. I do know that all the cocks that entered my ass fucked till they flooded my butt with their fluids. On the other hand the ones that entered my oral orifice either stayed long enough to become hard or was rammed into my throat till.