They would call him a sissy when he wasn't. They would misunderstand everything about him. But how could he defend himself if he were caught? People s...mply could not be allowed to find out about his hidden desires. He didn't want to be caught showing off what he really wanted or perhaps what he really was. He could tell no one, he could share his secret with no one but himself.Ronnie split himself into two beings. His man-self attended school, worked part-time and acted like any young man his. "Can't I have a less visible job?" Like what?" Something in the kitchen. I'm a chef, I know..." We've been over that, dear. There's a reason you're not in the kitchen.It wouldn't be fair to Ella..."'"I wouldn't undermine her, I swear". Drew interjected."We just can't risk it," Alice replied as Ella nodded."Then give me a non-cooking job." Well, Juanita is leaving. Maybe she could take her place," Ellaresponded as she looked towards Alice."A dish cleaner? Come on, I'm better than that.". He stood, too. “I thank you all. I sense this is a good plan. May Baiame look upon you with favor.”Patrick took Sam for lunch.“Do you think it will work out?”“I don’t know. I can’t tell. The healer in Grafton is an unknown. Those were three good people, though.”“Craig is no nungungi, but he is a sensitive.”“Yes. Can we afford this?”“You mean in terms of time, energy or money?”“Dad! Don’t be silly. Money.”“Yes, we can. But you’re just eight. You’re not supposed to think about such things.”“OK.. Maine kaha, “yeh to baat galat hai kya main gaand marane se nahin darta tha, yeh kismet ki baat hai, cards jiska saath denge voh jeetega, tumko ake mertaba mere saath zeroor khelna hoga jisse ke main ager jeet jaoon to hisaab beraber karsakoon. Voh thodi dare kuch sonchte raha phir bola, “theek hai meri bhi ake sharth hai, ager tum jeet jao to tum meri gaand vohi pose mein maarna jo pose mein main tumhari gaand mara hoon, ager main doosri baar bhi jeet jaoon to phir main jaisa kahoon tumko.