So how about the weekend after Easter?" Fine. It's entirely up to you. Let's plan on that. If you change your mind so be it." OK. I'm going to hate do...ng this to him though because I love him so much." I know, darling. You know it might even force him to stop being such a mule." I wish I could believe you. Oh well!"Becca found it hard to maintain a façade of cheerfulness and Steven, being quick to notice, did not prolong their stay but left after coffee. Becca was silent and preoccupied on the. And if they ever gave a shit about me, they got over it a long time ago.’ She raised an eyebrow. ‘How so? You sure this isn’t just teenage angst?’ ‘Yeah, I’m sure. I spent the first years of my life wondering why I didn’t look anything like either one of them. They told me it just happens that way sometimes, and showed me a piece of paper to prove it. People were starting to whisper that maybe Mom had got herself knocked up by a black guy, or maybe a Mexican. Then when I went to the hospital. Rather he took a water bottle from the table and took some water in his hand and then poured some dry colors to mix them nicely in his hand. This time, mami resisted him a little but kept laughing.Mathur then started putting colors on her hands and also forced some on her armpits. She was laughing and Mathur was laughing too. Both of them were saying something to each other. Mathur again took some colors and started putting it on her belly and surprisingly she pulled her sari down a bit below. Disappointment is an experience.”“But you weren’t disappointed.”“Not in the least.”She chuckled. “And I imagine she wasn’t either.”“To tell you the truth, it was amazing. For both of us. For Moira too, when she joined us.”“So she’s another of your girls.”“Is that what you think? That you’re another of my girls?”“Sort of.”“That’s not at all how I see it. The women I love, who love me, they’re always their own women. That’s a fundamental part of their attraction. I couldn’t own them if I wanted.