I lean in and playfully take a small bite of her lower lip. I continue eye contact as I put my mouth firmly over hers. She opens her lips, her mouth a...d her tongue dart out, making contact with mine. I put my arms around her and drew her in. She’s only a foot inside the door, and my desire to have her is intense. I kiss her passionately, my tongue diving into her mouth, touching her tongue. My hands are rubbing up and down her back. I reach down, still kissing her, grabbing her ass cheeks with. Unfortunately you are non of those things but a regular plain guy with so-so looks. On top of that your best friend Cody a player on the football team and always called you "a nerd" being ranked in the top 10 of the nation test scores you where pretty smart. You and him go way back to freshmen year as you two are teammates. He was one of the popular kids as he was a hell of a player. Despite this he only dated a few girls due to his personalty. You never really had a real girlfriend and was a. I feel like such a burden on her…leaving was the only thing I thought to do. She’s been in and out of the hospital…she’s at home with a nurse…I just don’t know what to do…’ Through the back-and-forth of her tears and my reassurances, I found out that she was nineteen to my twenty. Ashleigh. Such a beautiful name. Such a beautiful girl. The beer had long since worn off, and I was starting to feel tired and fuzzy. One way or another we got back to the subject of where she was staying. She didn’t. I did this nightly, mind you. I’d invite them over for some fun and a couple didn’t show up. A couple of them got there and talked with me for a minute, but knew I wasn’t 18 (I looked more like 15 or 16 and always have looked younger than my age) and saw me as jail bait and politely excused themselves. I didn’t quite understand why they were leaving at the time, but I later figured it out. But then, over the week, about 5 guys did show up.I remember one of them was a hot black guy and I.