You are the only one dear to him, a girl of his dreams, and the woman he loves."Bianca laughed."Falling in love with someone surely leads you to the s...venth heaven," I said. "However, you may be curious for your partner's true feelings. Ray met you at the bar, kissed you before the people around, and urged you for a date. I believe you felt vulnerable for what he had done so boldly. In spite of that, you couldn't get him out of your mind and resolved to call him one night." Yes, I wanted to. I hold the letter close again as my tears fall on the envelope. I need to feel David again. I need his arms. When will he come to me and tell me that he approves of all I have done for him??I look over at The Man, and he smiles at me. He understands. The chains which bind my ankles and my wrists make a slight noise and we both look down. He realizes my confusion at my feelings. He explains that although I will have feelings for him, my loyalties will always be with David. This thought makes me. " Vicky fell silent. There was nothing she could say. Steve had caught her in flagrante-delicto with his best friend. Tears filled her eyes as she waited forthe hammer blow to fall, the demand for a divorce. The silence became unbearable and she looked up to see him still studying her. Strangely, he was stroking Zac,an action that perplexed her. "You can't blame him," she sobbed. "Please don't punish him! He's not to blame. Just blame me!" she wailed. "I'm not blaming either of. But there wasn’t much time for this kind of thinking. We reached the shore and grabbed our bags and headed for the car. The important thing was that Peter had told me that he belonged to me in every way. That was what I wanted to hear. The night continued smoothly, without any more reference by Peter to a potential seedy carrying on, nor any break in the love that he was showing me. It was a wonderful night, with the children still thrilled to be with their grandmother, and my in-laws being.