.. Maybe, I?ve beenthe one hiding from my feelings. This whole evening has mesuddenly confused and thinking of things I had never takenseriously. I ne...d to know who I really am, and right now...I just need you to get over here and hold me for a while."I absorbed the feeling of his warm body holding mine. Atthat moment, I was a woman, his woman. That thought did notbother me as I thought it probably should. Instead, a newsense of ease washed over me, and I found myself lookingforward to what. My mother came to the front seat and after that talk starts between my mother and Umesh .Umesh feels nervous while talking to her as she was looking damn sexy with her skinny jeans and white top. A urge in Umesh’s pant was seen by my mom while he was driving. Three hours have been passed and it was around 6:30 pm ,the evening light was about to be gone .Umesh stopped the car at some unknown place completely blank in between two villages, Umesh stopped the car to smoke for a while and to do. If I went back I would always be the butt of everyone else's jokes and end up trying to kill myself again. I couldn't go back there. Staying and being given a new life was my only chance at saving myself."I'll stay, Your Honor," I told her. "Stand still please," she replied. Judge Herns raised her hands and placed them together in front of her. She closed her eyes and seemed to be concentrating on something in her mind. None of this made any sense to me, how was she planning to provide me with. We talked it over while supper was being prepared and kept it up during the meal.Finally we came up with a plan. Routata and Goondoe were going with me along with George and Bill. We had decided to take the big truck pulling the dry van and pulling the bullrack as a double. It was a little risky taking doubles, but George was going to drive the skidder again and it would be able to pull us out of any potential hole we got into.George, Bill, and I went to the garage after supper and built our.