Whether it was my closeness or some smell from my breasts, or for some reason I didn't understand, Roger had an erection. It was indeed smaller than t...e one next door but, because it was Roger's, it seemed to disgust me more. "He should be able to control himself," I reasoned, "Whereas you can't expect that from natives who are used to getting their wicked way with women." My experience with men at that time was such that I argued, "He's the one still crying and yet I am the one who is going to. Yes Sir.. I'm.. I'm a trapped sissy whore who needs to serve cock please.." I felt a slap on the other side of my face."Again, whore. More."Tears were starting to roll down my eyes, partly from the sting of the slaps, partly from being overwhelmed at the realization of what I was going to be made into here, under control of powerful men. "I.. I'm a stupid trapped sissy whore who has no choice, Sir.. " I cried more as I admitted what I was to these men, and to myself, out loud, so concretely. "I. I have been dressing in lingerie and stroking since then but never touched another cock. It seems that as i get older I get more and more into gay sex pics and videos, getting more and more curious about sucking a cock for real. Here is the story of my first taste of a real cock.I was on a golf vacation with the guys and slipped away one night to go to a gay bar i read about in Squirt. It had a back patio area that was used for cruising. I went in had a few beers and went out back. It was early. As I looked around there were 2 new men standing there taking it all in. One of them said, "this bitch needs to be paid something for her troubles guys before you leave."By now my ass was getting well used and the new guys that was slamming into my cum filled cunt was alittle larger than the rest, His cock was rubbin my prostrate just right and I knew I would be having an orgasm soon if he kept it up.As so as he said, "take it Bitch", I felt him throbbing inside me, and then my orgasm hit me,.