For I have once lived my life with passion, whether it was showered upon me or it simple poured from thee self. My sentences are jumbled…my thought... are lost to me … all I know is I don’t recognize myself these days. I try to find my solace in nature. In the summer I can be found swimming at midnight under the stars. And when the weather grows cold and rainy I am not far from its falling touch. I will take my seat under the covered porch to listen to the rain, I inhaled its scent, It takes all. I walked over to an open door and went inside closing it behind me. Sitting on the seat I slid my trouser back down and began to touch my cock again. I was still very scared but also incredibly excited as I played with myself and started to get back to full erection.There was a knock on the door and I stood up pulling my trouser back up to my hips but leaving them undone. As I opened the door just a crack I saw the guy standing there. Mid 40s, tweed jacket, bearded. I opened the door a little. As we walked we talked Dad into taking off his shorts. I about lost it when he had his pants off. His dick had about 3/4 of a charge on and did it look soooo good. His dick was really fat with a big head and maybe 6 or 7 inches long.Tammy, asked him if we may ask him some really personal questions and he said if you want to ask me something, go ahead. She asked if he masturbates now that he without Mom. He, said he has not, he thinks about MOM and it makes him to sad to do that. Allen. I closed my eyes and my mind drifted and began fantasizing that it was Nikki rubbing me. I had an amazing orgasm within minutes and came back to my senses when I heard him groan "gonna cum." I dreamily opened my eyes as he shot a huge load on his belly. "You were the hottest ever baby ! What got into you" he mumbled as he slumped back in his chair. "Just missing you" I sighed.A few nights later at closing I was working away when Nikki again appeared in my office. "What do you think?" she asked.