He gives me some me some more toilet paper and hands me my panties, telling me;“You might still bleed a little bit, so put that in side your panties...�� I do what he says and put my panties back on putting the toilet paper inside my panties.I don’t say anything; I think I’m just too ashamed because of what he’s done to me.Standing up, I want to put my blazer on and go home, he hands me my blazer I’m standing by the bed.Horrified I see the large blood stain on the white towel that he made me lay. They went through the rest of the afternoon in unarmed defense. Theinstructors holding nothing back as they began learning ways to not justprotect themselves, but to subdue attackers. There were bloody noses andbruises all around by the time they were finished.Then to everyone's surprise, Otru, Saniya and Dessi Demure stepped intothe arena followed by their trios of Goths."These lessons in self-defense are very important," began Otru. "Thetechniques you are learning here, will help you. Tab me uski jip me hath dal kar panty par hath rakha n cooth k baal ko touch kiya n choot k ched me hath gusaya. Wo boli rhoit ab tum hi chalao bike aur bike chalata hua central par jo jaipiur k coupls ka fvt park h me leja kar kiss kiyaa n boobs dabaye. Ghar pahuch ye bat mene bhahi k batayi to boli ek hi din me hathmar liya …me sharma gaya. Ab hume chodne k liye jgah chiye thi to me sunday bhahi ko bola bhiya ke sath kahi bahar chalwe jaye wo raji ho gayi. Jab wo bhar chale gaye to me unke. But it just wasn't there. And unfortunately, love is not something that can be forced. Eventually, I might have married Brianna and we'd have done just fine. But I would have been "settling", and neither of us really deserved that.I should have felt sad, knowing the end was near. But instead all I could feel was resignation. After the past 24 hours, my emotions were just completely and utterly drained. There was just nothing left.And so I was in that state when a key went into the door at 10:57.