Saman bhi jyada tha hum log station se aake bahar auto ke liye ruk gaye 15-20 minit tuk koi auto nahai aaye . Mosi boli ki hotel dur hai kya maine kah... ki ha 15-20 minit paidal jane mai lagenge maine mosi ko kha ki barish kam ho jaye to hum paidal hi chal chalenge jab tak koi auto mil jaye to thik hai. Thodi der rukne ke bad barish bhi kam ho gaye hum log paidal hi hotel ke liye jane lage achanak barish tez ho gaye aur hum gile hote huye hotel mai pahuch gaye maine room ka tala khola aur hum. Ethan nodded proudly. "Yup. She's only like five months so far."Jealous. So jealous. If Gary ever found out I was sure he'd be jealous too."Well congratulations?" I said not sounding so sure."Thanks," he said and looked at his watch. I knew he had to go cook for his very pregnant and sexy big sister. I bet all the guys in town were jealous of Ethan."Oh and I wish her luck on her job interview. I hope she gets it," I added.He smiled. "Yeah she'll do great I'm sure. Well ... I'll see you around.". ”Through bleary eyes, I did. A snuffling shiver ran through me as I stared at myself, my green eyes reddened by tears. They made tracts down my cheeks, the tip of my nose red. I stared so hard at myself, wanting to be a good young lady.“Concentrate on yourself,” Daddy said. “Focus all your will on yourself.”I did, my tears slowing. My sobs dwindling. I bent all my focus on myself, staring so hard darkness fuzzed at the edge of my vision. My perception shrank down into tunnel. Only my reflection. The humiliation he was feeling because I knew about it was tearing him up inside, no doubt about it,” she said.“And us,” he said. Candace looked down.“Dad, do not try to talk to him now. Maybe some time, but definitely not now. And you Mom, never. He really does not want to talk to you,” she said. “He is terrified that you will think him some kind of ‘half’ a man.”“Oh my God,” said Ava. “I would never...”“But me?” said Blake.“Dad, he hates you for telling us. He hates you for even finding out.