My mother had suffered a heart attack during her sleep and never woke up. My father was a mess. He depended on my mother for almost everything in life... I don’t know that he even knew how to pay bills. My mother always handled them.Cindy and I were on a plane the next morning, heading home. We found my dad lost in a world of sadness and whiskey. We stayed there for the next several days. I had to help organize the funeral as Dad just wasn’t up for it. Afterward, Cindy and I helped get dad sober. I was hoping we could go together. I was scared of walking through freo at night dont worry, Ill keep you safe he said with a smile. We set off toward the train station making light conversation. When we got to the train station we noticed the train only had three people in it. We sat next to each other away from everyone else. The train had just started going when he said I really like you shari. I think about you a lot. I sat there staring at him. I know you probably dont feel the same. Kim informed Madelaine that arrangements had been made to fly her and Mellissa to Thailand the following day. There they would be trained to qualify them for an important position in the entertainment business. When asked, 'What position?' Kim smiled sweetly and said, 'Mainly on your backs, Dear!'Madelaine was not happy at the prospect of life in a Bangkok brothel but, as Kim pointed out, it was that or no life at all! The clients were ruthless when it came to dealing with people who cheated. I’ll hit the sack soon. Bye. I love you.’ I bitterly smiled, I’m still hurt every time I hear you speak with her, much more every time you tell her those three words. But what can I do, I agreed with this set-up, I’m just a part-time lover. You turned around and smiled at me, tapping your lap asking me to sit on it. I sit obediently, and wrap my arms around your neck. ‘So what are you planning to do tonight?’ you smiled and asked. ‘Seduce you perhaps.’ I said proudly and innocently. You.