” He reached over to clasp her hand and continued, “Sorry if you’re feeling neglected.”She quickly shook her head. “No, it isn’t that, eve...yone has been wonderfully welcoming. It’s just that I’m used to working on the kelp beds or in the nursery for twelve hours a day; I don’t think I’ve ever had so much free time before!”Alyssa gave her a warm smile. “You can keep me company if you’re bored of swimming in the Lagoon. I know John has some special plans for you though...”“You do?” the aquatic. Uski khusbu mere mann me baith gayi thi. Jaise hi uska naam yaad aata tha mera 7″ ka lund tight ho jata tha aur usko soch ke muth maare bina mera lund normal nahi hota tha.Ek evening jab main guitar class se wapas ghar aa raha tha tab maine dekha ki Khushbu aunty balcony me kapde sukhane ke liye aayi hai. Maine meri bike building ke neeche park ki aur wahi baith gaya aur Khushbu aunty ko dekhne laga.Usne white color ka night gown pehna tha aur shayad andar bra nahi pehni thi. Jaisi hi woh kapde. Unki maid Sujata bhi theek thak hi thi. Thodi der mein Sujata aa gayi aur woh usay seedhe bedroom main leke aa gayi. Woh boli ke, “Aaj in sahab ki tabiyat hari karde.” Unhone Sujata ko 500 Rs. diye. Fir bhabhi bahar chali gayi.Ab bedroom mein Sujata aur main hi the. Sujata mere paas aaye aur boli ke, “Sahab aage se lenge ke peeche se?” Main hairat se dekh raha tha to woh boli ke, “Bhabhi wale bhaiya to hamesha peecha se hi lete hai.”Main soch raha tha ke saala pados mein itna sab kuch chal raha. I loved you in every way possible and then some, and yet as I sat in my lingerie, looking out at the stars, I couldn’t push away all the fears. I wanted this to be perfect for you. I knew if you thought you’d hurt me or caused me pain in any way, it would ruin it, but from what I’d heard from friends, the first time generally hurt. I was afraid that I wouldn’t be good enough sexually, to make our marriage work and be worthwhile for you to remain committed to. What if we were only supposed to.