. I feel like ... I feel like I am going to ... toexplode," she answered. "Good baby," I replied. "Tell Dottie what you want to do honey." "Oh geeze ..... God ... oh God, I want to ... I want to ..." her voicecame out in little spurts between her increasingly rapid breathing, her embarrassmentapparent at her own knowledge that she was losing control ... that she was reachingthe point of no return. "Go ahead and say it honey," I kept encouraging her. "Tell mebaby ... tell Dottie what you want.. Jon had told me to wear my black pencil type dress and Ben. I had fun getting through the metal detector; it kept going off each time I went through even though I had taken all but my dress off. I’m glad the woman stopped at that point, there were too many people behind me and most of them would probably be on the plane with us. I had never flown before and I was very nervous. As we were taking off I was sweating and gripping Jon’s hand and / or leg. That didn’t stop me noticing one of the. I got a decent charcoal gray suit and several serviceable white shirts to go with it, as well as a couple of ties.For my good suit, the one to wear to dances and other social events, we went to a store called Estes. I spent the afternoon getting fitted for a suit, this one a dark gray suit, almost black. The suit was going to be made in such a way that there would be plenty of room to let it out as I grew, but there was only so much growing room that could be built in, so again we had our. I was still hard from watching the videos and wanted to experience the anal sex I had watched. I went to the bathroom, getting some baby oil, which I rubbed on the vibrator after turning it off.In the bedroom, I got on the bed on all fours, like a dog. I pulled my panties down to my knees. Reaching behind me, I fumbled around trying to line up the tip with my asshole. It was a little difficult at first. I had to direct it by feeling it near my entrance. Finally, I could feel it centered.