?While a lot of my friends were wasting their time getting high and getting in fights at punk rock clubs, I was studying my butt off to keep Mom happy... I went out at night sometimes, and went on dates, but because I’m locked up, I didn’t let sex get in the way. And when Mom and Maisie and my other sister, Fawn give me thrashings for neglecting school or chores, it really makes me work harder. And I went to college on a National Merit Scholarship?and I’m not that bright!?And of course Benny . --"Aye!" say she, "what was that?" -- "Why," replied I, "having very curiously and attentively compared the size of that enormous machine, which did not appear, at least to my fearful imagination, less than my wrist, and at least three of my handfuls long, to that of the tender small part of me which was framed to receive it, I can not conceive its being possible to afford it entrance without dying, perhaps in the greatest pain, since you well know that even a finger thrust in there hurts me. As we stood inline, I started people watching. While doing so, I also noticed people,mainly guys, watching me. Come on. This is bullshit. One guy as he walkedby even winked at me. This is complete bullshit. Has this happen to mebefore and I just never noticed it. This can't be a new thing.It was our chance to order. After telling the barista what I wanted, sheasked me my name."Charlie," I said as I got a weird look from the girl. It wasn't the lookof 'you got a boogie hanging out of your nose'.. The Pellians didn't know what to call it other than 'chaos', and the name quickly stuck. After all, it was accurate! There was nothing more chaotic than watching someone fight for control over their own body, or trying to adapt to the changes their bodies had undergone in order to compete in an event.To the Pellian's surprise, they found plenty of beings willing to participate as the 'victims' in the rodeo. Some simply enjoyed the control, used to those symbiotic relationships. Others didn't.