"Damn Sylvia you were serious, Hell I thought you were kidding me. I'm so sorry but I'm going to a convention of after market producers in Baltimore t...is weekend." That's alright, I'll find something or someone else to do this weekend," I said trying not to show my disappointment."Why don't you come with me. It should be a nice dinner and party after the meetings," he said."No thanks, I have been to conventions before. They are either deadly boring, or way over the top," I suggested."This one. As you shift the contents to remove the letter you discover that they all have your name on them, and there are so many. Fear is what you want to feel, but something else tears at your heart and you open the letter in your hand. ‘I know my last letter was a bit of a throwback to the ones I first wrote, things that I want to do to you, thoughts of wanton lust and untamed passion. But I know you liked it anyway, you always do. Or at least I would hope… this one will be softer I promise, not less. ?Until you reach some conclusions.??What should I do???Your life was mostly good, Samantha. You treated most people well. You were compassionate and generous. But if you were alive, you’d remember the one instance in which you were not. One horrible, grave, selfish act that brought you here rather than someplace nicer.??I, I don’t know what you mean.??The soul forgets that which it cares not about,? Zed said.?But how can I atone if I can’t remember?? she cried.?Forget atonement. That’s a. That left Chet and I alone to our own devices as we sat like the infatuated teens we were holding hands. We could hear the guys joking and laughing in the bathroom. I hope you dont think Im too forward or weird, Chet asked 　, Why would I think that?, I asked right back Im usually not too good around girls, they tend to ask me out You get asked out my a lot of girls? , I said teasing and a little jealous 　, Yeah, but they mostly want to drive in my car or hang out in my dads hottub A.