She couldn’t do that and persuaded them to let her help. The oldest one was getting hair at his crotch too.After a while she asked why dicks did tha.... Knowing enough to be dangerous, big brother said that was how Ma “took care of” Pa but in a different way. Girls had a special place that made a dick feel real good. Betty Jo was puzzled so she laid down on the grass and they all inspected her crotch. Sure enuf, right under her pee hole was another opening. Big brother pushed his finger in and. Cindy and I said goodbye to Daddy, then began to walk toward the frontdoor. Clutching our books. Fearful but resolute.Showing real courage.Especially since we had already begun to stir a stir.NO ONE in our school, including a teacher, had shown up dressed asfemininely as Cindy and I were that morning.It was so exciting that I almost forgot to sway my hips as I walked -the way Heidi had taught us.Was that a wolf whistle? Were Cindy and I being sexually harassed?Goody!We basked in the. I walk through children laughing and playing, sliding down the huge whirl-slide and splashing down in the water, throwing mud at each other, some crying as they fall down and cut something, others laughing at the crying. I find a noisy spot to sit down and soak in the sounds around me -"Now, Jill, how many times I've told you not to play in the water, you're going to ruin..." Jacob! Come back here! Damn that boy, can't remain still for one damn moment. Jacob!" That's mine I found it." But I saw. How can I have a baby if I got married just the day before - oh, never mind. I get it." She giggled, and ribbed me again. "So is that the only fantasy you've had about me?" That's the best one," I replied. "The really bad ones I'll tell you later." Come on," she said, affecting the pout that she knew I always gave in to. "You know mine." No, I don't," I pointed out. "Your mother knows. She was the one who read your diary, not me." I'll give it to you, then. Later. It's in my room somewhere.".