. you are making me so angry right now. Very angry. I don't want to spend a second being mad or upset with you John. I want my last days and hours to ...e happy and good times. Please."I had begun to cry. For the first time I think he was seeing how serious and how much he was upsetting me with his attitude. I saw him softening, his features showing a sadness and acceptance of my will."I'm sorry Becky. I truly am. I wasn't sure about your intentions, and I thought you had other reasons..." Other. Sometimes when Barb was coming straight from work and nobody but the team was around, she’d just pull off her blouse and don her sweatshirt that said “Coach” in little flowers. The team bought it for her. It didn’t matter that I saw; we had our boundaries.And OK, maybe I looked a little more when she changed close by, and maybe she even knew it, but it was just a temporary boundary adjustment.For tournaments involving overnights, I’d of course have my own room and Barb would be with however. ”I slumped. I’d tossed my verbal cookies again. This girl was punching every button I had.“So, all this time, you never made a move on me because you thought I’d be disgusted?”“Well, sure,” I said. “I mean every time I even offered to buy you a cup of coffee you acted like I was talking about going out and finding a puppy to kick.”She covered her eyes with one hand.“Shit,” she said, softly. I’d never heard her even say “darn” before, much less something hard.“What’s going on?” I asked.“I’ve. ? I link her to a few vids..starring me of course! 2 of my best male lovers doin me...LOVE that video (reminds me of the pleasures they gave me)...She's watchin intensely...Ooohhh I see the hand go to places...She´s DEFINITELY doin herself...I am SOAKING WET. My boo has desires!! Well we end the chat a bit blushed (I need to get S-E-X NOW!). Fuck...A week later I tell her my hubby gone too, want me to come over to your town, we could shop & chitchat (and hopefully FUCK each others BRAINS.