There is a big difference between how I felt when Iwas a teenager and how you are feeling. I had no justification in myfeeling of alienation, you do f...r how some people would treat you ifthey knew the real you. I would not had be able to say that to you forlike you know I am not the best at words.I did not even know what name to call you right then or if I should callyou son or daughter. It does not matter if you are my son or daughter, Ilove you. I want to respect who you are and you might now. They get to participate ... to some extent ... as well in all of this!" This brought on another round of applause and catcalls and some high-fives among the male Pledges."Tonight, we will use the fuck benches that the guys used on Monday ... and which Andi helped us put to good use as a cheering section of sorts last night," he waved in Andi's direction and the elder member Brothers all cheered loudly as Andi smiled and did a mock curtsey."This should not take too long for the formal portion. . I can break up with him and do it the right way... If you think we can try, even once... I mean, as you said, I trust you, I like you..." Carol..." My heart was beating like crazy. That was the most unexpected thing ever! Carolina thought I was too much for her! I tried to stop her, but she didn't let me."Alex, wait, just..." She looked me in the eyes again, her plump red lips trembling. "...You can do whatever you want to me. Anything, just--"I covered her mouth with my hand to make her. My suspicions were raised and I had an inkling that perhaps after asking me to delete her account on the swingers site we used she had set up her own. Wine was flowing and she was getting very drunk. She told me there was a guy nearby that was desperate to fuck her so all evening I did my best to get her to invite him around. Each time she rebuffed my suggestion saying she only wanted my cock. I took her upstairs and by now she was pretty tipsy. I undressed her and then myself before spreading.