I tried to avoid contact with Theo and obviously my cousins noticed how I went from seeing them every day to suddenly being busy all the time they wan...ed to go out. I remember lying in bed questioning my sexuality as I always thought I was into girls. This carried on for about a week before I got a tx message from Theo just saying 'sorry for what happened'. Again I didn't really know what to say but I responded by saying 'don't be sorry, it's happened and we just need to forget and try to carry. It's that I could see what appeared to be a tunnel behind and ahead of me with no noticeable changes along the way. Don't get me wrong, I have many wonderful things like a wife, kids, a beautiful home and a good job. The problem is that I feel like I'm somehow all alone even if that's only in my head. I thought that having all of those things would make me happy but the reality is that if you aren't really connecting with your spouse or partner, it all feels pointless.My wife and I originally. In fact, if you want to, you can look over other possible sites for a permanent base of operations, and I can fly the plane to that point.“In any case, you are going to be forced to move from here if you don’t intend to starve to death. I estimate that there are enough food rations in the cargo hold to give you about six weeks of sustenance before you are forced to eat local food. If you leave tomorrow morning, you can reach the city in question in one day, possibly before noon. It is my. “But you’ve got to be back by one.”“I could get a taxi,” I said quietly.“No, I’ll wait here for you,” he replied. “You can’t risk staying out all night. You might meet our errant daughter sneaking back home for breakfast, still drunk. That would be hard to explain.”“Okay,” I agreed readily.“Usual rules?”He was referring of course to the conditions we had agreed when Pete had first found out about my infidelity and had accepted its continuing; that I should return home without cleaning myself.