Uncertainties seemed to assault him from every angle. His mind filled with questions of 'what if?' What if this was a mistake? What if no one showed? ...hat if it was a disaster? What if...he sighed, the sound loud in the empty room. He'd arrived early, too early he felt. He'd text the room number. He'd had time for a shower. And now he waited. He flopped back onto the hotel bed, and attempted to escape his doubts. A knock on the door. Swiftly he stood and strode to it, his heart in his mouth.. You see Ricky there are many items in this shop a boy could wear. I just have not added them to this area yet." Another lady nearby looked up and chuckled. She had to add her 2-cent's worth then! (Will this nightmare ever stop?) She said, "So much of what you boys wear is never seen and you could actually wear a lot in this shop and no one would ever know." Yupper, I think I will just die right now and never worry about life again! Chuckles, giggles and laughter resounded through out the shop!. I sent them out and to the beach for the day. I had so much to think about. There had been about one hundred men there on Friday. If their company, or them, had been charged a thousand dollars each then the total receipts were ONE HUNDRED THOUSAND DOLLARS. I really couldn't believe the math so I checked my figures again and came to the same conslusion. 'So who got all the money? Why did I, the star of the show get only ten thousand? And what about the little show upstairs with King the dog with. There was something mournful about the it, lost - very different from theplayful intensity of their noise when they chased me and my friends.I walked up the where the neighbor was soaking his roses with a waterhose."Afternoon," I said.He was a narrow man with a little moustache, and as he flashed a friendlysmile I saw his eyes go over my body briefly, lingering for the barestinstant on my chest. Nothing offensive, just normal, healthy maleinterest. Directed at me. Urrgh."Afternoon, miss. Need.