I fear I'll taste the cookie, start crying, and won't be able to stop. With all my memories of her, its sad that every single time I think of her, the...first home movie running in my head, if only for a split second, is my kissing her cold forehead in her coffin. What the hell is that about?So closed coffin definitely, although lately I've been obsessed about cremation. Only because my mom recently told me she just paid for her funeral so we wouldn't have to. The cost was astronomical. We're. Tight t-shirt aur capri mein keher dhaati aunty aayi aur cold drink serve karke chali gayi.Jab woh wapas jaa rahi thi toh unke 25 25 kilo ke chutad dekhkar meri haalat kharaab hone lagi thi. Khair maine feelings ko kaabu kiya and abhay se uske schedule ke baare mein pucha toh usne bataya woh school jata hai subah 9 baje. Bas, yahi mauka tha jiska mujhe full use karna tha aur apni guru dakshina abhay ki mummy se leni thi.Next morning main exact 10 baje unke ghar chala gaya, apne ghar pe bol diya. Of course, there are a lot of temptations around. Today I saw the hardest one. I knew I will think about her the rest of this day and whole night. It's a huge sin. I belong to God. I can’t think about women in that way. You know what I’m talking about. But it’s like the devil had an agreement with our Father. She was so hot. I didn’t know if I would be able to finish the mass. My dick was so hard. I was dying for some relief. My mind drew crazy pictures of her instead of praying. I couldn’t. They need exercising frequently and he does it when the owners can't. He is pushed to do that, so I go down from time to time and exercise a horse or two. Sarah took to riding like a duck to water, so Bill told her that she could ride out with him anytime she's down. He will be with her all the time so she won't come to any harm." I shrugged my shoulders accepting the situation, happily when Marilyn whispered that that would give us plenty of time to get intimate with each other. "You can.