I was so young and naïve I didn't really know then for sure if he had raped me and taken my virginity or not. I thought it was over then and they wou...d let me go home.The horrible old Arab seemed annoyed because he hadn't been able to do it to me properly. I thought his penis was so large that it was obviously too big to go inside my small vagina.I was able to talk, so I begged them to let me go. I said I wouldn't say any thing to my parents or any body else, I promised them, if they would just. We remained the best of friends and so did Ourboys. Of course I Never lost my attraction to Danny. he seemed to groweven more good looking as the years passed. We had a double graduationfor Our boys as we would call them. his family and mine mixing togetherfor the event. As for myself would do my thing at the gay bars meet a guyplay around some and then move on. This seemed to be enough. I had neverforgotten our night alone in the sleeping bag. One night I was at theAgora bar in center city. We called it "life-saver". The idea was that I would wrap my arm across the top of her shoulder and down onto one of her breasts ... after which I would do a modified breast stroke ... pardon the pun. The idea was to tow her through the water, she would just float and I would pull her along, holding her across her chest ... her breast nestled nicely in my hand. She never said no to the game and she never told me to stop ... we just kept at it until I was tired. We practiced this a couple of. "Well, you go ahead and look around the house all you want, I'm gonna take care of a few things back in the living room." I managed to make a smooth exit and got back to the living room. Stumbling on one of the boxes, I yelped when I stubbed my toe on something hard. "Damn box..." I muttered as I grabbed Jeanie's diary from the top of the box."Is everything okay?" I heard Jeanie yell from one of the rooms. "Yeah, I just ran into one of the boxes." Waiting for a few minutes, I realized with.