I had already thought of that, but Jen and Julie seemed to have big ideas for using that time as productively as possible, ambitions which were probab...y beyond Gustav's wildest dreams.Julie was going to sleep on the 'put you up' bed in Jen's room; Mum had said that there weren't going to be any 'goings on' in her house, and that she could hear a floorboard creak at thirty paces. I think she was joking about the last bit, but I wasn't completely sure...I hadn't bothered arguing; I really wanted. "I wish I was invisible."Nothing.I sighed. I put my hand on the counter and shook my head slowly in frustration. If only I was invisible.My hand went into the countertop.Yes!I pulled my hand out.If only I was visible. I touched the counter. I was solid again.If only I was invisible. My hand went through it again.Okay, I had to mentally wish it. It wasn't some kind of verbal mantra. It was a certain kind of thought. Perhaps it worked on a certain brainwave? It didn't matter. What mattered was it. "With that she gave me my first injection and that was the beginning ofmy journey into womanhood.I stopped at the pharmacy and filled my prescription and was on my way.When I came home Susan was waiting for me."Well how did it go?" she asked."Okay I guess, Dr. Johnson is very nice, I really like her." I know she really is a special person to do this for me. Normally youwould have to have some psychiatric exams before you started treatmentbut she is doing this as a favor to me. Oh honey I'm so. "Part of your therapy." She said. Jamie was confused, but did so anyway. "Close your eyes. And you are not to move, or say a word, no matter what happens." Tia told her, and Jamie looked at her. Tia just pointed back at her. "Do it." She said. Jamie grumbled under her breath a bit, but did so anyway. She almost jumped out of her skin, when she felt Tia's fingers on her foot. Now it wasn't a bad feeling, but Jamie tried her best not to laugh, or twitch, or do anything, as per Tia's.