”“I missed everyone,” I said. “But I needed the time away from everything to completely recharge my batteries and learn some important things ...bout myself and the world.”“I don’t want to take too much time, but could you boil it down to a few points for me?”“Well, the first point is that I was burned out and didn’t know it. The second point is related - I need time away from everything to decouple and decompress. The third point is that I need to spend time with a spiritual advisor. And the. There were probably better times to have this conversation but if she put it off it would only make her more nervous. Her heart felt like it was pounding in her throat. “I feel something for you - more than something - and I don’t want that to be my last time with you.”He placed his palms on either side of her face and kissed the tip of her nose. His mouth touched hers and his thumbs stroked her cheeks. “I don’t either,” he said.She smiled and closed her eyes feeling a weight lift off her -. Amanda sidled around her ex-boyfriend. ‘Can I help you?’ ‘Yeah, listen,’ he said. ‘I know you’re still mad at me…’ She started striding toward the decades-old elevator, forcing him to jog along to keep up. ‘I’m not mad,’ she said. He looked pained. ‘OK. Well, I know you don’t consider me a friend.’ Amanda stopped, swiveled, and met his gaze. ‘I don’t consider you a trustworthy person. And I’m not friends with people who aren’t trustworthy.’ He sighed and stared at his toes sheepishly. ‘OK,. .."You wanna want?" Grabbing a hand full of my hair you gently guide my head back, and begin to kiss my neck. "You wanna what sweetie? You wanna submit to me? You wanna suck me? You wanna fuck me? Placing your hand on my clit-you begin to rub it teasing me adding..."Maybe, you want me to put my face right here again so I can finish what I started."I can't talk, your mouth on my neck is all I can think about. "Tell me what you want to do Aspen." I am not submissive by nature I enjoy the control.