I cuddled up to her, we were lying on top of the duvet and not moving very much, so I was starting to feel a trifle chilly. Her skin was warm and soft...and she happily presented her lips to be kissed. She kissed closed mouthed but still ardently and no amount of probing was going to persuade to open to my tongue. I did not push it. With one hand under her neck, I pushed slid the other over her belly and down to her nether regions. With my fingers pushing I made it obvious that I wanted her to. . I needed to understand. I had to figure out... why... why all this had happened. Why she did what she did. What she was thinking and feeling about everything that happened. And what she was feeling about...”Satsu brings her eyesight up to Buffy's and their eyes meet for the first time in what feels like a long time.“And what she said gave you the uncontrollable urge to stab her in the stomach?”Their eye line breaks again as Satsu looks down shamefully at the stone floor.“I'm sorry. I... I'm. Okay. But if she ever cheats on you and hurts you...”“Yes, I know ... I can handle myself you know. Anyway, isn’t your next class the other way?”“So?”“So shouldn’t you instead be on your way there? I wouldn’t be a good friend if I advocated behaviors that would get you in trouble. Don’t worry, we’ll be fine.”AllisonManny, was it your intention to distract Kara?No ... why do you ask?Allison glanced around again. Because it looks like the boys are starting to get closer ... in a much bigger pack. Maybe I thought it would be easy to write about him because he's around the house quite a lot. I didn't really know anything about him at all, even though I met him a year ago and we both lived within twenty feet of one another. I guess that's just another example of what my tutor thinks is my problem.The question is would I have chosen Ray if I knew then what I know now? Or even suspected?I spent quite a while just watching him. Working out how to describe him; his build, his clothes; the way.