He was majoring in dance and had lost a lot ofweight but he was one of the top ballerinas at his school always baggingthe lead role. Sofia was attend...ng the same school as Jay in the secondgrade. Dylan had to drive Sofia and Jay the distance to their school.Jay wasn't allowed to go by himself and certainly not with Sofia alone.A responsible adult had to take them.At school he greeted his friends. Most of whom were in his grade is nothis class. They were almost always girls about eleven. It just happened.Sitting in a jail cell gives you time to think. Upon reflection, I’ve remembered some things that, at the time, didn’t mean a lot, but with hindsight were important. They don’t go in any real order. I just remember them happening. So I’m just going to put them on paper. It might seem a little disjointed, and it certainly doesn’t provide a narrative that illuminates the path I took. But the steps I’ll describe got me where I am.And yes, I’m aware that nobody made me take those. Oh I was really into it and I knew I could trust him. Jason put his hand on my breast and I pushed it away, he tried again and I pushed him away again. This happened three more times and finely I broke the kiss and told him not to touch me there.He pulled back and got mad. "Look if I can't feel you up and touch you tell me now and I'll find another girl to be with, you make me feel good and I want to make you feel good in return."I was hurt because this was the first time he had ever tried. “It’ll come, Jess,” I said, squeezing her hand. “The goal is in sight. One year, and you’ll be an Attending at UofC. And if you don’t want to work there, Loyola, Northwestern, or Cook County would hire you for sure!”“Ugh. Not Cook County! Anything but that! I don’t even pull full ER shifts because of my electives, but it’s a zoo! It makes our house look like nap time at a daycare facility!”“Then Swedish Covenant or one of the others. You’re past the worst of it.”She sighed, “I know, but every.