”“Merthar, did you say you drove the truck today,” asked Heagern.“Yes Heagern that is the second time I have driven the truck. I like it a lot... It is much fun. Maybe Bob will teach you too when you come home.”“I would like that, Bob will you teach me too?”“Yes Heagern, I will try to teach you too when you come back.”I was able to have a semi-private talk with Barbara and she said I needed to talk with Phil later. But it wasn’t urgent.After some more talking with the loved ones, they signed off.. "Aunt Marie struggled to put the top back on, precariously poised on Colin's shoulders. Poor boy. Missed the whole show. And a hell of a show it was. Getting dressed again put her breasts completely on display for me. Her areola were dark and huge, at least 3 inches across, covering half her breast. The cold water had her nipples hard and puckered. They stood out nearly 1/2 an inch, near as big at the tip of my pinky, and begging for attention. I knew it would be a while before I'd be able to. I will be your helper, mother of your children, strength when you are weak. But to love me, you have to love yourself. Show me you can forgive both of us our pasts and marry me.”I changed course from our intended restaurant and drove to the shopping mall. I took Bea’s hand and led her to Zale’s to have an engagement ring fitted to her finger. We bought wedding bands at the same time.“Bea Townsend, I am a wreck of a man but I am rebuilding my life on the sure foundation of our Lord. Take me as I. A couple of guys invited us to dance. I was enjoying the night out. I danced with four different guys and had a second and third drink. The DJ decided to play a slow song and a guy asked me to dance. As we did he kept pressing against me to where I could feel a bulge in his pants, at first I would pull away then I decide to press back.After that dance, Susan said we should go to another club. We ended up at a gentleman's club, I had never been to one before.I had another drink though I should.